Wednesday, April 20, 2011


Yo!

OMG im so sexcited. Lol. Excited i meant. NOla. Tmr im on OFF!!!! WOoooooohooo!

Lol. Im like so happy pls. Coz i finally getting a break from the stupid COS duty. Wah.. doing COS duty every day is no joke! Lol. Damn tiring.

Anyway now im not feeling very well. My upper body is aching real bad. My joints and all. Is it because of the gym?? My abs also. Worked too hard maybe. When i cough, my abs hurts real bad :X. Lol i feel feverish too. and a terrible headache! omg. Sigh. oh well....


So, just now i just had my Dental FFI. U know what? The dentist said i need to do the Root canal what shit and crown what nots. He said i have to pay myself!! Wtf. Coz he said SAF only covers for wisdom tooth extraction. Sigh. And u know whats even more shocking? He said the fee would cost at least $1000!! yeap $1k! i was like ....errrr....!!!! cannot be right??? whos gonna pay for me!! Im not gonna fork out money just for my freaking tooth! Sigh........How how?????

SIGH. ANyway dont think about it now la. Its on 5th may though. So now, my days here are numbered. Lol . Somehow or rather im not so excited abt ORD. haha. i have to do so many things before i ORD~ lol. OK fine ..i am happy abt ORD. I finally get to f**k off from the army! yay.. hahaha.. cant wait! Freedom here i come!!!!!:)))

Posted by Other Eden at 3:48 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2011


Argh. Im so stressed out now. SIgh. I dunno la. I feel so down rite now. And usually when i feel like this, i would feed myself with chocolates. Haha. Ive been eating chocolates and chocolate biscuits since ytd. I bought $22 worth of all those. It made me feel better actually. And ya, i dont actually think about getting fat or whatever when im in this kinda situation. Coz i cant think str8 . Sigh..

So, basically, i have some issues myself. I really regret my actions. Causing me to be in this position. I don't wanna tell the whole world what problem im facing because it will make me even more down. I will basically ruin my own reputation and what others perceive of me. So i just let myself handle this problem alone because i know this is a stupid mistake and i have to clear up my own shit. I dont want anybody to get involved in this. And no one wants to be involved. I just hope that everything will be over.. i really do. I just wanna feel happy again. Sigh. Biggest mistake in my life that i will never forget. ..

Posted by Other Eden at 8:52 AM

Monday, April 18, 2011


Hi! So, on saturday, i finally played tennis! I played with my fellow TP Team members at TP in the morning. Felt so good after not hitting for quite some time. Yea. So ..suddenly. the strings on one of my racquet snapped. So i changed to my second racquet. Then only a few hits later, it snapped also! grrr. So yea. Actually the strings is very old. Lol. Snapped at the same time :X

So as a result, i went back earlier.. I went to Queensway to string my racquet coz my brother wanted to go there as well to buy his shoes. And he drives. so yea. So, i strung my racquet and also bought a pair of tennis shoes for myself as well! Its some nike shoes which costs $109. Haha. My brother bought tennis shoes too for the same price but a different model. Haha. :) So yea, im happy with the shoes coz i felt comfortable wearing it:)

So, im so excited to try out the racquet! So on sunday morning, i played tennis as usual at melville park. Yea. The shoes felt really nice. The strings not bad! But i think im not used to it yet. Its still fresh and new. Lol. So when i played match, most of my shots went out -__-"". Sigh. end up, i lost all matches!! Grr. Really sad but im ok coz i know the reason behind it. :)

So anyway, my skin is improving! I stopped using the Oxy 10 anymore la coz i think its useless like seriously. I went for my weekly facial treatment at Mens Skin centre and it really helps i think. BUT! The extraction was damn painful la . Like the most painful thing ever! I really felt like dying down there. But ya, in the end my skin improved and im really happy:).

Posted by Other Eden at 9:14 AM

Thursday, April 14, 2011


Hey!! So updates about me.. Hmm.. I got lips sore! Grr. My upper lips are swollen and looks horrible. SIgh.... Why must these things happen to me. Sigh. Now i get stares from everyone for the wrong reasons. Haiz.. So anyway, 4th day of using the Benzoyl Peroxide. Hmm.. My skin looks a lil better..like 1% better. Haha. The pimples at the side shrunk abit .. but still there. And...... two new pimples just popped out. GRR. But oklah.. maybe only 4 days. Ill keep using it, hopefully it will be gone totally. Miss my old skin :((

Posted by Other Eden at 12:41 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2011


Hey there So, i finally had enough. LOL. My facial skin is at its worst state now. I dont feel like facing anybody. OMG. I went to mens skin centre and they recommended this one system for me to try. I did but it kinda got worse. So, finally, i tried the OXY10 thing which is the benzoyl peroxide. Well, my second day of using it, there hasnt been anything happening to my face except that my face feels tighter and dried up. Sigh. the pimples still there! I tell u already, my pimples are so stubborn! they never wanna go away no matter what i do! Argh. I have no answers to it seriously. Ive spent a lot on my skin alr and nothing paid off. Sigh. Maybe i should just let it be. My skin is meant to be like this. T_T.

But i really really hope that the benzoyl peroxide will help. I will keep using it though. I hope to see improvement. Sigh. If worst comes to worst, i will visit the National Skin Centre and seek professional help from the dermatologist. :)

Posted by Other Eden at 10:11 AM

Monday, April 11, 2011


Hello So, life has been very boring these days. I actually dont know what to blog now.

Haha... So on Saturday, i went for my recruit's Graduation Parade at Marina Floating Platform. It was great. I never been there as in as a spectator before. Nice place. Very scenic.

Yea Im really very happy for my recruits. Finally after 9 weeks of tough trainings, they graduated before me. Im proud of them :)).

Posted by Other Eden at 8:46 AM

Saturday, April 09, 2011


Hi Im so tired! I went gym jus now. LOL. @ bedok reservoir. The gym is pretty small. :X. But oklah. Got everything required in a gym. Now i plan to gym every 1, 3, 5, 7. I would usually use the tekong gym. But tekong's gym doesnt have weights. Like dumbbell and all. Pretty boring. nvm! So anyway! Congrats to all my recruits! Finally they have graduated. Im so proud of them! 9 weeks seems so fast! LOL. After watching the graduation parade, i went to the dentist at changi road to check out my gums. did some cleaning and polishing of my teeth as well. Phew. the dentist said my gum is fine. She prescribed me some medication and also toothpaste and gargle. She said my bleeding will go away soon. :) Its just a minor case of gum disease :)

Posted by Other Eden at 11:44 PM

Friday, April 08, 2011


Hey! So here i am again. Today is another freaking boring day! So ya. I've managed to survey some products for my skin last night. And i've purchased the Oxy 10 thingy. I havent use it yet coz im scared hahahaha. But! Ive found another product. Which is Clean and clear whatever shit. It helps to clear acne fast. So, yea i bought it. It contains Salicylic acid or something along that line. I heard its good for clearning acne. So yea.

Sooo.. I decided to try that first instead of the Oxy 10. And it seems to work a lil i guess. Haha. And..i also purchased Lemons!! I spread the juice on my face making it all wet and good. hahaha. No la. So i did applied the juice on my face and it feels good. Haha. Im gonna use it every night :))). I really hope it works!

Anyways, im suffering from a disease. Sigh. Which is gum disease:X. I thought my gums and teeth has been well taken care of. I was wrong. Sigh. I actually neglected my dental care. Now, i have another problem to worry about. SIGH. So im now gonna see the dentist. As in not now. But i think tonight or tmr. The problem is, my gums always bleed. Everytime i brush my teeth, it bleeds. everytime i apply pressure also. Argh. Annoying. Its only the lower gums though. Sigh. Its been ongoing since last wednesday. tsk3... I thought it would be okay. But now my gums hurt a bit. I'd better see the dentist. Anyway im suppose to see the dentist once in a while also. Sigh. This will serve as a lesson to me!

Posted by Other Eden at 8:52 AM

Thursday, April 07, 2011


Hello So, omg.. Im so bored to the core. today i basically did nothing. I was stuck to my laptop the whole day! So, i did some research on certain things. U know what is bothering me most now? Pimples :X. Yes pimples. Omg. It wasnt really much of a concern last time. But recently, it really really bothers me. Now as u can see, my face condition is really bad. It has gone from bad to worse. When i looked at my pictures in the past, my face looks much much clearer. Now, I have so many acne scars on my cheek which is so embarassing. And i have so many pimples popping out especially at my chin area. Omg. It really looks horrible Im very scared to try new products. There are so many products out there! Omg. And i have tried everything seriously. Nothing works.

The main problem area is oily skin. I have like the most oilest skin ever. I can win the award for having the most oily skin seriously. I never met anyone like me. Sigh. And i have tried every kinda product! Nothing works!! Infact my skin got worst! Now, im really hesitant to go out with friends or whatever. Sighzz. When i see good looking guys with smooth skin, i would get so envious and emotional. Ive been always wanted smooth clear oil free skin.

Well, ive been always wanted to give up. Im not. Now, im going to try natural means? Like using lemon and all sort of things. Ive researched alot. By using lemon.. use ice and all that. Im definitely gonna try those first. If it doesnt work, i came across this thing called Oxy 10 which contains benzoyl peroxide. Ive read reviews. Its mixed reviews. Some said it works wonders but some others said it was a disaster. So i really am very reluctant to try it out coz my skin is really sensitive. Sigh.. I really dont know.

On the other hand, ive still got my fitness to focus on. I would go gym everyday. haha. And i bought protein powder! I hope it helps in gaining some muscle. :) Sigh. I really hope my skin improves. Im gonna find better products. U know i have been using the Himalaya Herbals facial wash for very long. I think thats the only product that is ok with my skin. When i uses it, my skin feels okay. It doesnt feel dry. And it reduces my breakout. And i have to blame it on the Avene facial cleanser. This freaking aunty recommended it to me! Its a soap-free cleanser. It totally irritates my skin! i hate it. And during the period when im using it, big acnes come out everyday. As in, theres never a day without big acnes. Especially on my cheek. Every single day!! That explains the scars. SIGH!!! I shouldnt have trusted her. Anyway my fault. Ive discontinued using the product. I go back with my Himalaya herbals and the acne formation has ceased. Now, the main concern is, many small pimples start forming up at the chin area. ARGH!! And its very stubborn! It wont go away. It doesnt pop and all. It just stays there!! GRRRRR. I really felt like giving up sometimes.. sigh... Well, i'll see how it goes la.

Posted by Other Eden at 4:35 PM